Back to Typing.

Guiding my fingers to each key.

My brain worked incessantly as letters are stringed into words , words into sentences , so on , and so forth.

Call it Zen , call it Emptiness , call it Meditation , whatever...

But this was the only way I could fill my 'hole' with warmth and fulfillment.

At least this is the only way I am inclined anyways.

We humans are pretty ironic you see.

We go through the effort to dig and dig .

Working endlessly to bury ourselves into work , into sports , into love . 

And when all that fails? We start to notice the holes we dug.

First 'hole' you notice is always ... Health , be it mental or physical.

Decay and deterioration of the sole/soul factor that keeps us alive.

Usually when we notice it , its too late.

Especially for the Elites ... 

Elite folks that use drills , their progression is fast and results are wealthy .

Yet the air they breathe are dry and dusty , their lungs fail fast as they work themselves to death.

Then when they start to learn how to don masks , BAM!

Health report ... Negative.

We common folks on the other hand , use shovels... 

Slowly picking away at stones and gravel.

Progression is noticeable , but the results... 

Lets just put it that its... notable ...  no  table ...   

and only thing that make us drop our shovels and look around.

Is hearing the bad news of them elites.

We would go , " That's too bad. " , "You should have paid more attention to yourself " .

But who were we to advice them?

We have no diamonds like them...

So its back to the shoveling... life doesn't stop at one bad news.

Its rare, but of us pick up the drills that the others drop whilst some of us change another shovel...

Its all shuffling and shoveling till the big bad hole emerges on us as well.

Then it becomes more shoveling as we try our best to fill them up again , with medication and meditation.

Speaking of which ... here I am , Typing/meditating away trying to fill my 'hole'...

Don't we all wish that it would all reset to ZERO.

And thus even after this moment of reprieve.

Its back to the Endless Digging.